$_$???

Wonder of what I am going to do for the next step.

Thinking of do not want to become a slave of money.

Wonder of why so many people work so hard just because of money?
How about so many rich guys and old men told me "Money is not the most important", they are no longer work for money any more. After gone through so many years, they finally released and very clear in mind that money, enough to spend then will be all right.

Wonder of so many people chasing after money. Do they really love the money? Do they really need that much of money? Do they really spend so much money? How much money is consider enough for someone? This much? That much?

They worked so hard during their young time, they established own company, they chased after the money, might cause by their love to their family.
But I think, they are chasing after another thing, that is RESPECT. They want people to respect them, however, nowadays, people already too used to judge someone based on how much money you have, how luxury you are able to afford. If you earn more, mean that you are more capable, mean that you are worth to respect...
That's why become everyone just chasing after the money. They realized that money plays a very important role in our daily life... But, money is still not the most important...

When I heard the older generation people told me, "Do not chase after money, gal", "Enjoy your life, or else you will regret", "You should appreciate and enjoy your young time", "We regret as just working during young time, but the time will never turning back"... I told them, now you tell me like this, I won't listen one, as I never gone through the process as you did. They just shake their head and ask me to listen to their advises.

Yea, I should enjoy my young time, I agree with that. However, in the same time, I wish to achieve something that worth to respect... For me, not to achieve a lot lot money, but some not easy and good quality things... Hehe... Money also can't be too less :p

birthday present 2010 again

Received a special birthday present this year,
It is a study bible...

So excited and thankful ^_^

冬至

冬至

今年的冬至觉得很孤单
当同事们都说要回家吃团圆饭
冬至大过天

我想想自己
回家
还不是一个人

今天一大早
就听到汤圆的广告
很久没吃了

以前
妈说 吃汤圆就大一岁
我会想
如果我贪吃
吃很多
那我一年岂不是大很多岁？

去年
还有升在
至少心理还有个安慰

今年
有工作及上帝陪伴
还不错啦。。。

birthday present 2010

Thinking of buying something for myself as the birthday present.

Piano?
No, too expensive, and I don't know how to play it.

Emi Fujita CD?
No, I already have some, though I like to have more :p

Car?
No, I am not that rich yet.

Handphone?
No, not this.

GPS?
No, no, no.

Then, what is that?
Hehe... A Radio!!!
A radio with CD player, USB player, MP3 player, DVD player... (if possible, with tape player) ^_^
haha... Most of my friends said nowadays no people will buy this already... I am so outdated... haha...
I still prefer to say, You don't know ^_^

Thinking of buying it for quite a long time already, just never...
Should I just go ahead this time?
Still in thinking processsssssssss..... >.

盟约

最近
好多朋友都选择了两个人生活
看着他们 心中有些许的感触
回想起以往
都是我大胆的说我想在 24 岁结婚
后来延迟了
现在说 28

常听有人说我要求太高
我情愿说你们不明白的我想法

对我来说
婚姻是一辈子的
与另一半立下的盟约
与天地立下的盟约
要维持一段婚姻绝对一点都不简单

我爱的歌

最近爱上 Emi Fujita 的声音
就犹如当初爱上 许美静 的一样
两者一样 静静的
适合在夜空中荡漾的。。。

生命

生活中往往有太多的无奈
无奈得让人觉得无能为力
多得让人觉得像要放弃

看到青年在网上倒数自杀的新闻
想起了硕士还未毕业却遇上车祸而逝世的朋友
想起了红斑狼疮病而来不及考SPM就离开的学妹
我想，如果有得选择
他们绝对会选择坚强的活下去
把生命过得更精彩
然而这青年仍有健康的身体、仍有漫长的生命
他却选择了结束。。。

生命真的是很脆弱
脆弱得远乎想象
有的人还舍不得离开
却无可奈何的须放手
有些人却不懂得珍惜生命
轻易的放弃。。。

时间流过了
就不会再回头
记得要好好地珍惜
不要让每一天白过

Simple

Like such a simple suddenly...

Just let it be...

^_^

with God, everything becomes smoother and easier...

I am impatient with certain things, but I know that God will provide, just to be patient...

+u

I know tomorrow will be a busy day... I know I need to work extra after working hour... I am not complaining... What I feel sad is the situation currently... stuck in the middle...

You know, I am not good in understanding hidden words, I am not good in guessing hidden meaning... I prefer straight forward people... Is very hard for me to understand your hidden meaning...

What to do... Just wait and see...

my birthday month :p

A lot of friends getting marry in my birthday month... sure, I know, my birthday month is an extremely good month :p

I just told an uncle that the children that born in this month are clever children... haha... :p

Besides, a lot of interesting movies will be on show in cinema in this month as well... A lot of celebration as well... Christmas, new year eve, company dinner, company trip, bonus receiving month and the most important, my birthday celebration month.... haha...

Hope that everything will be all right... Everything will move in the right track... Pray for myself... Pray for my family members... Pray for my friends... Pray for my colleagues... Pray for my boss...

haiz...

Feel sick with my boss non-generous... However, she is my boss and if I were in her position, I think I will act the same as well... What to do... haiz...

QYP

You know what QYP stands for? It stands for Quarter Young Professional...

I am QYP right now, not YP... You know why? As I am not qualified to be a YP yet, not 100% YP, just 25% professional... :p

Learned a lot of things in these few days, not, should be these few months... I know that I am moving toward a right path, as I am feeling good with what I am doing right now... I found the self-satisfaction, I found the proud by doing my current job...

Sometimes, we cant avoid from some bad feeling and bad condition, but, with positive thinking and attitude, everything will be solved at last... I truly believe on it... ^_^

Psalm 138:7

I like the verse of today:

I am surrounded by trouble, but you protect me against my angry enemies. With your own powerful arm you keep me safe.
Psalm 138:7 CEV