I moved to my uncle's house on 25 June 2010, and overnight there...
Once i stepped into "my room", really felt like want to cry...
The room was just full of stuffs, not only my stuffs, the children stuffs as well... cant even find a walking path... The room doesn't have lock as well... cant even close the door...
The old lady just ignore me at first and seems like i never appear in her house, she continued to watch her TV and i just being helpless there.
Ya, be strong and be tough... While I was trying to move out some space for the room, my two little cousins was moving around curiously, touch this touch that, ask this ask that... After few minutes, I was still thinking of how am I going to handle this kind of massy, then a song of shouting started to play... Kids and old lady were the singers... What can i do? Just enjoy the song...
Felt bad, like I am the unwelcome people... I thought everything will be ready for me when i step into the house. What I get just the massy and ignorance... Actually, indeed, I was thinking too much and too negative...
I am glad that I have an uncle stay nearby, providing me a free accommodation... help me to save a lot of $$$... Uncle helped me to build up my bed... Luckily, I still have an uncle...
The night is not young. I am tired as well... Just finish tidy up my things, haven't finish actually, just partly... Just finish packing for coming 12 days Student Training Program... feel so lonely and missing my dear dear hug... However, be tough, be strong... life goes on...
pray for a better tomorrow...
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