怎么看待、评价、定义 80年代的一群呢？

怎么看待，怎么评价，怎么定义 80年代的一群呢？

Psalm 7:9

I am reading on Psalm 7:9

O righteous God, who searches minds and hearts, bring to an end the violence of the wicked and make the righteous secure.

The study bible explained:

God "searches minds and hearts". Nothing is hidden from God -- this can be either terrifying or comforting. Our thoughts are an open book to him. Because he knows even our motives, we have no place to hide, no way to pretend we can get away without sin. But that very knowledge also gives us great comfort. We don't have to impress God or put up a false front. Instead, we can trust God to help us work through our weaknesses in order to serve him as he has planned. When we truly follow God, he rewards our effort.

没了任性的资格

最近生活拮据，突然意识到了自己已经失去了任性的权利，已经没有资本任性，也没有后退的路。
看着生活开销生活需求一天天的增加，而太多的东西没有进展，我急了，是否该放弃投降，还是应该继续撑一撑，再多坚持一点点。
倘若放弃，我知道我以后的人生就留下了后悔的痕迹，是怎么涂擦也磨灭不掉的痕迹，再走以后的路，我都无法自信的抬头，不想选择逃避，在还没有把脑子里的想法付诸行动之前都不应该选择逃避
倘若再撑一撑，在透支的情况下，能撑得了多久呢？

想起了圣经里所说的 Matthew 6:25-34
Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

不要为明天担忧，因为明天自有明天的担忧

尽量，天父，我还学不会完全的依靠你，还学不会相信你会提供。。。


现在的我自己都养不饱的同时，我还想做一些很费时又不挣钱的东西，是任性，但想就想任性一段时间

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I have to admit that I am not performing well in this business development. It is never easy to learn new things, from zero to expert, it will never be easy for that, I have to keep this in mind to encourage myself while facing the failures.

You can just simply say, I am new to this, I have current achievement considered good enough already. But at last, you still have to responsible on what you did and what you didn't do, all the excuses you gave will left to your own ears in the last day.

I have to admit that, I am not really involving in the real business world yet, I am not really putting enough hard work on it. There are so many ways, but I just walked on one of them and cheated myself "well done, you are doing great".

One of my friend told me, don't hold yourself back, don't find excuses for yourself. Find the aim and go for it, without turning back.

In deep of my heart, I am coward, scare of failure, what if I failed after the trying? If I didn't try, I can at least say I haven't try yet, once I do it, it will be great. Coward!!!

应该学会忍受生活中属于自己的一份悲伤

人生自有其沉浮，每个人都应该学会忍受生活中属于自己的一份悲伤，只有这样，你才能体会到什么叫做成功，什么叫做真正的幸福。
---- 李嘉诚

Time

I used to think Time was a thief
stealing everything I love

But, I see now that you give before you take
Every day is a gift, every hour, every minute, every second~~~

挺多小时侯成绩一流的小家伙们看似前途无量 必有一番作为，但长大后却发现这些人相当平平无奇，不如大家所以为的那般出色。
成绩好的人或许还在回味着一圈一圈的光环，还没意识到社会的激进成长 需要他们马上进行下一轮的努力的当儿，社会已经牵着时间的手走远了，等我们回过神来，过去的光环已经成为了过去。那曾经自我膨胀的美好感觉让我们无比怀念，再进一步也会让人开始逃避远离光环的现实，严重者则从此一蹶不振 逃避性的自我安慰 我只是还没努力。
然而反观一些在大人们眼中异常令人头疼担忧的家伙，或许是没抱着期望，所以他们后来的任何好一点点的表现都成为了惊喜。也或许这一类人并不知道享受被捧吹的愉快感，只知道自己还落后很多，看清自己需要特别多的努力才能达到他人轻松付出的效果，就也学会了不比较 不回头 一直往前努力