hope that i could sleep soundly tonight

Just back from Jeason Ma concert.

From the concert, I got somethings to share with.
Grace is something that we did not deserve it but we get it.
We are not here because of an accident, we are not useless; We are here for certain purposes...
We are special...
Though no body loves you, don't be sad, God loves you...

Crying a lot recently. Showering, driving, reading, thinking, online surfing net...

Come across a phrase: If I were to choose between pain and nothing, I would choose pain. -- William Faulkner

I know that God did not abundant me aside, He sent His messages and encouragement to me through my friends, just my heart is too hard to believe and accept.

Received call from Keng Yin just now. She said she wants to bring me to visit a company tomorrow. See, this is the response of my prayers...

I prayed for my friends before, in these two days, they sent me good news... This also another response of my prayers... Just my heart is too hard...

I have to learn to let go of somethings that I should not hold it on... Learning...

finally, I wish I could sleep soundly tonight...